It's been so long since I've used this place. For good reason, sure, but it's still been several months. I really don't even want to bother with the personal update, definitely nothing I want to talk about openly.

But I added to an old poem tonight. One of the ones I remembered by heart, that I like. I typed it again and added a verse without walking away from it. It's shaky, it's uncertain, but it's something. I want to avoid getting excited about it in case I just go back to not doing anything for another year, but it's something to look forward to. It's more than halfway done if I can get it to what I want it to be.

I really hope I can finish it.

I've got less than a month left to graduate from high school, and I'm not sure I want it. Yay typical second guessing!

I know my feedback's been non existent except for like two people, but this week has been insane with school work. I hate them for it D:

In terms of my own work, I could re upload the old stuff but I'm stalling I guess. I've got a rough draft completed for the next section of T&A/T&X, but both still need some polish so I'm waiting on that too. I still don't know what I want to do with either one though, which is fitting because that seems to be consistent with most of the aspects of my life right now.

I don't mean to sidetrack this with an emo raving since pretty much every 18 year old deals with it, but I'm pretty confused as to where this is all going. I mean yeah, I'm accepted to a college and that's set up for next fall, but hobbies, relationships, all that? What the hell. What the fuck. I am currently one giant ball of uncertainty, my friends.

In summary, I'll be more active on this when I get the chance, but right now school's crazy and I barely get through it with my effort only going into homework. See you guys later.

I dunno if there are words for how hypocritical I feel right now. I was always set off when people left dA and came back. I mean, how hard of a decision could it be? If you wanna go, then go and stay gone. Didn't seem like a complex concept to me, anyway.

Aaaand here I am, doing the exact same thing despite being so sure of what I was doing months ago. There's no real way to look graceful doing it, so I'll just admit I apparently didn't know what I was talking about. I can at least say I truly never saw myself coming back to dA, but I guess that's how life goes, huh?

Ah well. I made a mistake, bad judgment on my part, etc. Despite my own words, I'm back to being an active member of dA. I'll filter out a bit of my past work, but my three main stories and a bit of poetry will probably appear on this account. I haven't decided whether to edit them or just submit them as they are though, so it'll be a little while until you see them depending on how indecisive I am.